You're just too adorable

Okay, so I do my daily activity which is watch bunch of music or stupid videos on youtube and i found this:

Lovely Owl

YOU REALLY NEED TO SEE THIS VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aren't the cute or what? To  MrNuraT who post this youtube, I salute you. They are "ADORABLE." I just want to squeeze them now if i can, OMG. To be honest, i've never seen such cute animal like this before. 100% never-ever-EVER touch an owl before.

Invisible

You totally need to hear this song like ASAP.

Invisible - Skylar Grey

This song is almost the same like my own life-story. well except in this song she wants to be thin, dyed her hair and cut her own skin (YUCKKKK). But i'm already thin, I don't want to dye my hair and totally not interested in "cutting off my skin". That's just............EWHHHHH.
But the point of the song is almost the same. Its what I feel right now.

These lyrics gets my attention since the first time I hear it

I believe most of you felt this way before. I did too, especially since I become a teenage girl. It sucks, I know. Sometimes you just want to be someone else or you'll do anything to make yourself perfect. But as i read a quuote on twitter "if you want a perfect girlfriend, go buy yourself a barbie." That's prove that there's no such thing as a "perfect" person in this world. What makes us perfect is our imperfection. We just have to believe in ourself that we're perfect. Don't try so hard to make you look good. We have to thankful to God. His creation is perfect, especially human.

Ever feel it before?

I ask this question to my girlfriends and most of them felt like this before. so what i ask them is:

"Do you ever feel like you really like this boy since day 1 you meet him but you can never tell if he likes you too or not. you wanted to say it like a billion times but you're too afraid it might ruin your friendship but this feeling hautns you every second, every minute, every hour. and you always think about it everytime you want to go to sleep and when you wake up, and not once or two times you cry in the middle of the night thinking about it. and on top of that, you haven't seen him lately because you're like thousand miles away from him. and now you rarely talk to him via email/twitter/anything else, you don't know what happen to him lately or did he ever think to talk to you again or is there any girl in his life now"
have you ever feel like that?

like SERIOUSLY i want to stop thinking about it, erase it if i have to but i can't. Guess this is what they say "teenage problem". hate being a teenager right now. don't you?

*p.s: to you out there who might never understand what i feel right now, just want to say this. i know its selfish  and i'm not suppose to say (or even think about) it but.............

Taylor swift - Enchanted

Does story like this can happen in real life?

Do you have that 1 best guy friend who knew you since you're still 3/5 years old and you always tell him story about your crush and you never realize how much he's in pain inside everytime you tell that to him over and over again until one day when you're a teenager (lets say.....15 years old), and he confess to you that he likes you since the first time you meet each other and both of you end up together like those kids on the movie? How does it feel? Cause to be honest I would like to feel something like that.
Since I was a kid, I've never had 1 best guy friend in my life. All I had was 1 best girl friend.
I don't remember if I had one in kindergarten, what I do remember was I never had it in elementary school. Well maybe I do have one but I never tell him story about my crush, because you know I'm still a kid, still blind about "love" thingy (and still do until this very moment). In junior high..............I had one but then that's it, I'm senior high now end we rarely meet/chat each other again. Beside he has a girlfriend. In senior high? Well let's say I'm still working on it. I have 1 close (guy) friend. But I'm not sure if we're going to end up like that. I can't imagine it and WON'T imagine it. Too damn scary I guess.
Let's face it, I'm only gonna have best girlfriend in my life. And right now, we're almot lostcontact too. How sad huh :(.

Advice to all girl out there (whether you want to follow a 15 year old girl advice/not, its up to you):

Choose one best guy friend that you really trust (if you can get a cute, handsome, smart, cool one that even better) and who knows? Maybe you could be like the girl whom I talked before. Then you can tell your story to your children and your children will tell it to your grandchildren and to your grandgrandchildren and so on.

Its just you're in a movie where you be the main character

OMG, FINALLY!!!!!!!

GREETINGS!!!!!!!!! FEWH. its all over.

no time for chit chat, i'm just gonna tell you the point.

okay, what did you guys missed lately............
1. my birthday. Yaaaay happy birthday Deva, happy birthday Deva yayaya *blabla* we wish you all the best.

2. Concerts. Yeah, looks like all of the singer made some agreement to have a concert in Indonesia in the same year, like Bruno Mars, Justin Bieber, McFly, and Maroon 5

3. I've finished my National exam days ago and now i'm just gonna pray and hoping that i get awesome score on every subject.

4. Prince William and Kate Middleton's wedding. congratulation -_-

since then, tumblr filled with this kind of picture.............

absolutely hilarious, with capital 'H'. Hear this harry, lots and lots of women in this world want to marry you so bad-_-

OH!! and another thing. Take a look...........

aren't they cute or what? :3

well i guess that's some of the "big events" that you've missed lately. Chat with you soon.

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Edit by: absolutely ME!

Last post *perhaps* before national exam and any other exams. wish me luck.

done.bye.nite.sleep tight.muach(?)
*ps: Guess where i found it? Nah, i made it just for ya

Different new year

Last day in 2010.......
I don't know why but this pre-new year celebration....................SUCKS. Yeah, when I was a kid my dad usually bought fireworks and all of its friends and we play (or turn it on or whatever you call it)and my aunts, uncles and cousins came over and play it together. Or we just simply watch movie together or eat dinner together.

But this year, hoho things aren't the same. Beside, I've no "new year" spirit like everyone *sigh*. Lately, people said (or tweet) something like this "wohooo, 2011 here I come baby" or "OMG, tomorrow is the first day of 2011" or "#2011wish hope I get what I want, and its you" (¬_¬ ?). I'm kinda jealous, honestly what's wrong with me?!?!?!?!?!.

You guys might not notice this but since the first day of holiday, I spend whole week, whole days, whole hours, whole minutes stay at home(except for one day I went to gramedia with dad to buy 2 books, which I already finished it). Sucks huh? Yeah, I need new books -_-. Who the hell am I kidding? I need to spend my last day in 2010 outside, with my friends, maybe having a parade around jakarta and count down to the 2011 together.

Hey guys, if you read this and want to do the same thing just tell me. Seriously.

It might sounds crazy but............................I miss school. I miss my class (which I will using new class starting monday. Perhaps, wuhuu(?)). I miss my canteen. I miss school yard. I miss all of the teachers(????). I miss carrying heavy books. I miss having a test(?). I miss walking 2 miles to building b. I miss all of my friends. I miss you (who? Who knows -_-). I miss everything inside that school. Beside I want to see the new building a yard. When I saw tata's photo, I wanted to cry(?). Why? Because the new yard..............so amazing. So colorful. OMG, I wonder who picked the colors. I bet mrs.Bety picked the color. Who knows.

Btw, my friends sent this yesterday and I'm too lazy to send it back so I'm just gonna put it here and you can read it or copy it or whatever -_-:

We make many friends

Some become Dearest 

Some become Special

Some We Fall in Love with

Some go Abroad

Some change their cities

Some Leave us

We Leave some

Some are in contact

Some are not in contact
 Some don't contact because of their ego

We don't contact some because of our ego  

Wherever they were 

However they were

We still remember, Love, Miss, Care about them
Because of the part they played, made MEMORIES in our Lives!

Send this to all your friends 

No matter how often you talk or how close you are 

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them
Tell new friends you will never forget them..

F•R•I•E•N•D•S

Can't wait to still have u in my life in 2011.

Anyway, congrats to Malaysia for winning the AFF cup you deserve it *sigh*. But, still mad about the laser thingy, for sure. And congrats to Indonesia too, you guys are awesome out there. Proud of you :*


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quick post, well actually quick photosor picture (or anything, you name it):

Get it?
They all have same thing written on their personal message.

See???????? haaa.

Oh well thats all. salam #teamdeva.

*ps: #teamdeva made by nada, thanks a lot(?). Basicly #teamdeva doesn't really exist, it just..............for fun.
Ha? FUN? -_-