17.03.2012

The main event happened days ago but today, I saw these pictures again. Pictures that me and my Junior High friends took when we celebrate Tiva's birthday party. It's really a surprise party arranged by Yori and Tiva's parents and aunt. If Yori didn't invited us, we probably wouldn't meet each other. *except for Tata, 'cause we meet like every saturday*.

We are totally "un-prepared" because we just talked about it through Blackberry Messenger group.

I want to tell you the whole thing, but looks like forever to read it and showing it by pictures seems harmless and easier.

Start from our meeting point

Then Suprise her. Lighted up the candle from stove *none of us brought lighter*. 

And made her blow the candle twice because of technical problem

Pranked her. See her still holding the cake? it's 100% our fault. we should've taken 

the cake before she got pranked. and FYI, we didn't eat it eventually

Played outside and Goofed around

Got a little scared when Tiva's dog came to us. Well very much frightened, 

some of us even leave their phone on the ground and save themself

Went to the mall and sat there until stores closed and people wrapped everything up.Nice way to tell us to go home or go somewhere else

1 thing that I would never forget is...........we need about 10 minutes just to arrange place to sit on our way to mall, Kind of embarrasing actually. But when you do it with your friends, it become less embarrasing. Thanks again to all of you.

Got Other Questions?

Seriously, what happen with people these days? when they want to get to know each other, one of them text to another and ask the same questions everyday "hi, what are you doing?" "have you your breakfast/lunch/dinner?" "what are you going to do today?" "what did you do yesterday?" "already do your homeworks?" and then, about 5-10 minutes later he/she repeat the first question "so now, what are you doing?".

Ugh, can you ask another thing? OR if that person looks like he/she didn't want to chat with you then just move on. It's just, aren't you tired of asking that question over and over and over and over again every single day........oh wait, I mean every single MINUTE????

Another thing, when this somebody ask question "what are you doing?" and you answer "watch tv" or "listen to music" or "read a book" or something else, he/she might ask "is it good?" or "what is it about?" its okay for me and certain people, but when it comes to "why did you even watch/listen/read it?" or "tell me the whole story/who sing it?" I probably gonna go...................ARGGGGH "because I want to" or "because I liked it" or "can you just google it? its 21st century for God sake"

It's not that I don't like it, I'm happy when there's someone wants to talk to me and try to get to know me but if he always do the same thing, I'm afraid it will never works out. Beside, I already adore someone else.
I don't want to say to you that you have to "go away from me and please just stop bothering me" but please, we've talked and I think you understand what I mean *Until 2 months ago -_-*


I'm not a bad person, and I don't know what else I should tell you to make you understand what I feel right now. You know that I can't hurt anybody's feeling. And I can't hurt yours. Please please please I'm begging you not to make me feel like a total jackass. Thank you :)

and I'm starting to act like a total heartbreaker+asshole here

Greatest Desire

March 20, 2012

"Last night dream was probably my greatest desire since 9th grade. So sweet yet so sad"

for you, dearest Junior High school mates probably knew what I mean by this. So yeah, basicly I like this boy, he's so cute, sweet and adorable. He's a basketball and guitar player (don't know why I always fall for a guitar player -_-). But I never had the guts to tell him that I like him. You can say that I'm old fashioned who wanted the boy who make the first move, but...........that's me.

It's been like 1.............almost 2 years since I "like" him. Actually we've known each other since elementary school and we began to "get to know" each other since 8th grade. His friend knew, my friends knew, how come he doesn't know? Guess I will, forever and always be waiting for him. Just wait until he dated another girl or tell me the truth whether he likes me or not.

As for now, I'm known as............

"Cause no matter how hard I try, I just forget to forget him. Call me a "stalker" or whatever, but I do stalk him everyday. Eventhough I know he's rarely tweet something about what he has been doing or what he's up to. I just like to see his timeline, makes me less miss him.


*ps: don't judge me. If you're a normal teenage girl, you'll feel the same way*