Gloomy Gloomy Wednesday Night

Currently listening to these songs by:

James Morrison

Broken Strings:

You can't play our broken strings

You can't feel anything

That your heart don't want to feel

I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse

How can I give anymore

When I love you a little less than before?

*truth? I never love you a little less than before. Maybe there are times where I'm (let's just say) a little bit forget you for a moment. But you never really away from my mind. From my heart*

Christina Perri

A Thousand Years:

I have died everyday

Waiting for you

Darlin' don't be afraid

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

*well, since I've (secretly) loved you for about 2 years, 998 years to go*

Katy Perry

The One That Got Away:

And in another life, I would be your girl

we keep all our promises, be us against the world

And in another life, I would make you stay

So I don't have to say you were the one that got away

The one that got away

*(perhaps) I'll never be your girl. I'll never get the chance to make you my boy and make you stay. So basicly, you're already got away before you even started get in my life*

The gloomy wednesday night is officially begin.........

Thank God tonight isn't Saturday night, otherwise it would be very pathetic for me (you know why)

22nd December, 2011

2 nights ago was literally the............well you can say "the best girls night out ever" OR "the best meeting another old friend ever." It happens at the same time

Let me tell you the story:
So, one of my dearest friend, T asked me to meet her at one of the mall in Jakarta. After school, i went home, change my clothes and then flew to meet her. Soooo excited because we haven't met for like months. We didn't have any clue what to do cause we didn't make a "what-to-do" list. So we just walked around without any purpose.

That's sounds like usual right? just walking around with one of your good friend? But you have to know whats happen during it.

We talked about wanted to meet our other friend, A. He's.......well let's just say my "crush", or used to (perhaps) and also our good friend. Like 2 minutes after talking about meeting A, he walked and smiled right to us. Typical teenage girl when she meets her crush, they always like "OMFG WHAT SHOULD I DO, IS MY HAIR OKAY? DO I LOOK GOOD? WHAT SHOULD I SAY TO HIM? OMG THIS IS SOOOOO NOT HAPPENING RIGTH NOW." He says 'Hi' and we talked like only 5 minutes (or less) because he wanted to go somewhere else and I didn't know what to say. Then he walked away. He ended our flash-meeting with a smile. Cute little smile that would make you feel like you're and ice cream under the sun.
T and I were just laugh and talk about it whole time. Both of us didn't believe it. One moment we're just talking about him and then we met him. God knows how to pleased us. Thanks you soooooo much, I wouldn't forget about what happen that night.

But its sucks, I've tried so hard to "forget" him but then we...........AAAAAAAAA
Like Allstar Weekend say:
LET'S BLAME IT ON SEPTEMBER, 'CAUSE IT HURTS TO REMEMBER....................

But for me its:
LET'S BLAME IT ON DECEMBER.....................
'cause you know, it happens on December not on September du'uh