28.8.12



"She went down in an airplane, fried getting suntanned, fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand, met a shark underwater, fell and no one caught her, caught in a mudslide, eaten by a lion, got run over by a crappy purple Sicon, dried up in the desert, drowned in a hot tub, danced to death at an east side night club..........."

I feel sorry for her. Tragic how her boyfriend fake her death. If I imagine those things happen to you, would it make me a bad bad baaaaad person? Guess not, heheh. It's not that I mean it, just a silly imagination though.

Anyway, lately I kinda felt like left hanging by someone. Don't you just hate being left hanging by the person you really really like? Its like you want to push'em to a cliff or simply punch them right in their face but  at the same time you want to be with them like f.o.r.e.v.e.r or 'til death do us apart. Depressing. Believe me, I know.

Well, this guy (you can say) he's not that "sensitive" type of guy. Not that he's easily cry or mad, I mean he doesn't really care about his surrounding. He might consider me as his another friend but I feel different when we talk or when I'm nea him. So I really don't know whether I should felt excited, blushed, act natural, stay calm and pretend its just a wind passing by or go straight to cloud 9 when he said something nice and sweet to me. He does that to most of his girl-friends because that's how he joke around with us.

Once, I was about to tell him the truth. The truth about how I feel for him but I can't. Its just, I don't want to ruin this "perfect" friendship. We probably more happier just being friends rather than being "love birds". But I keep asking myself lately..........


Sister? Friend? Best friend? Special friend? Another girl to play around? Another stranger who accidentally you met?

So, what I want to say right now (and hope you read it) are.........
1. Thank you for being such a good friend 'til now
2. Thank you for left me hanging this whole time (it sucks and btw I'm not a piece of cloth)
3. Thank you for being there when I need the most (as a friend)
4. Thank you for being a good 'brother' (which I actually already had but not going to complain about having another one)
5. Just date another girl will you? Like ASAP!!!!! or at least show me some signs that you like another girl, so I won't feel like this anymore, k?

Last but not least:
FRIENDZONE SUCKS. Who want to stuck in that zone forever? I don't. And just so you know:


Left-hanging-girl out.
Peace.

17.8.12

Glad BLG's back again. Have you seen the video? And, since when Martin become so cool....um handsome....um hot? Bad boy type kinda guy


Anyway.....today, it's been quite unproductive day for me. Why? Its because I only stay on my bed watching TV program and chatting with all my fellas. Very much unproductive actually. I want to go out like hang out with my friends or with my family but somehow I'm glued to bed, like with super glue. And to be honest right now I'm feeling a little dizzy. On top of that, my bed time is ruin. Stay up late, wake up late. Need to fix that ASAP, otherwise I'll be late for school as well. Talking about school, how many homeworks have you done so far? Mine? Let's just say about...................10%. 12 actually, heheh. I need to start finishing it soon cause not just homeworks, I also need to study for my upcoming daily exam. Thank you teachers, thank you very much!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye for now, gotta start working on some homeworks. Or maybe I'm going to surf the net little bit longer. Ohya, I just found this on youtube:


Thought I missed it, but luckily it will be in theaters around 20something on August 2012 (played in America, not know for sure when will it play in Indonesia. Not long after that I hope). WOHOOOOOO,  maybe it's little bit kind of The Transporter. Don't know for sure, but what I know is Joseph Gordon-Levitt in that movie. Heheh

14.8.12


Touching song from Cher Lloyd and Carolina Liar. I don't know why but everytime I listen to this song, keep on bring me back to one of folk tales "Cinderella". w.e.i.r.d.............

Anyway, right now I want to write about "Bullies". Yeah, they're so called "Emotional terrorists" just like what Air Marshal (Dwayne Johnson) told to Marni Olsen (Kristen Bell) in "You Again"

"Let me tell you about bullies, they're just like terrorists. Only, they're emotional terrorists"

Bullies always terrorize us in school. It's like they own that school. And it's like they're the Queen or King or President of the school and we're only their slave. They not supposed to do that. We are all equal, sometimes they didn't even realize that its their parents money or stuff they're bragging. You can brag as long as you want infront of me if ONLY its your own money. You work hard to earn them, not only asking your mommy and daddy and cry all day and all night and threaten them if they didn't give it to you. Such a brat.

Its not that I've been bullied in school, but I've heard and seen my friends been bullied. Not physically maybe, but more of their mental. Their emotions. You bullies may not realize it, but most people you've been bullied were hurt inside. They cried all night and they also (maybe) hate them self because they can't be as "perfect" as you are. Don't you realize what you've done? You said you're the nicest person on the planet. Well are you sure? you only nice to people who you think as equal as you. We are all equal. You're blind if you can't see it then

*ps: it has nothing to do with the song I guess*

11.8.12


It's been a while since their last cover, here is the new cover from ma boys:

Rileyyyyy :)
Oh and hey!!! Toby is on the video too. When will they ask Tank to be on one of their cover music vids? I wonder......

9.8.12


  • APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

Hahah :)