Lately, listening to Maroon 5 song "Payphone".  didn't really match with my feelings right now but who cares? this song is so damn good and I've been repeat it over and over and over again.

Well, since this is my new post after hibernating for 2 weeks or so I think I'm gonna write few things about what happened, what I watched. Feel free to move on to other blog or other website cause this will make you feel bored. As bored as in physics class or any other classes.

What Happened
- Tons of homeworks, daily test, group projects. Basicly school stuff made me busy all day all night long,  and it's a little bit distraction from thinking and wanting to talk to you. THANK YOU, GOD.
- Going back to "missing" and "extremely jealous at someone". *skip this one*
- Sukhoi airplane crashed. May all the passenger are in heaven now, and all police or CSI find what's the cause of this terrible accident.
- To be honest, I don't remember what else happened. Guess I have a short-term memory........

What I Watched
- Yes, I watched The voice *so sad knowing that pip is out the competition, when did this happened? how can I miss it??*
- BYE's livestream *but its not live, ladies and gentleman*. So happy to see Toby and Tank are in it. btw, Tank should talk bark more often

- JB's "Boyfriend" Music video. He's getting hotter and hotter everyday, or every second perhaps

- Those show on Starworld, Fox, Style Network and E!

- Neverland on Fox movies. Charlie Rowe is ao cute with his british accent. Guess what, He was born on the same day and year with me. They say, most of the adorable couple were the one born on the same day hahah, just kidding.

- Cher Lloyd "Want U Back" US version. Like the other version though

Guess this post is long and unimportant enough to make all of you feel sleepy. Bye then.
But before I end it......

probably, you feel like you treat me like I'm ordinary but I never feel that way. so what should I do, dear oscar wilde? I truly couldn't read his mind. And he *maybe* never show his feelings, even with his friends.

Meeepmeeeep. That's all

BYE

Loogie

20 and still a cutie. Yes, who doesn't know Logan Lerman? well maybe most of you knew him from a movie "Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief". He turns 20 last January. God, I thought he's 17 or 18. I don't care, he's still cute!!!!!!!!!

If you noticed my Tumblr and Pinterest, I reblogged and pinned some of his pictures.

Lucky me if I ever get to meet and greet and take pictures with him.

Shop Til Drop

Actually, not only shoes but also clothes, bags and other accessories. One of women's friends are stores. Some woman when they walk into a store, their eyes go from "-_-" to "o_o". And to be honest, I'm kind of one of them. But the problem is, my money isn't enough to pay everything, so i still need money from mommy and daddy. FYI, when comes to money and shopping, they need to think 100000 times to buy something for me. They need to think whether it's expensive/not, useful/not and other things. In the end, I end up saying "fine, I don't need it. No I don't *do I? NO!!!!*. Let's go"

Yes I need shoes this much:

also bags, like these babies:

      

and any other fashion items.
Why can't we just simply click items we want from internet and in a blink of an eye, those items will appear in our room and we can have it without paying it. When we got bored, we return it eventhough the items were broken. What a great life.

so..........
Dear owners of Zara, Topshop, Forever 21, Chanel, M&S, Urban Outfitters, Dorothy Perkins and other uber nice and non-affordable by my pocket stores around the world

                     Hey, I never met you. And this is crazy, but my birthday is in 10 days. so present, maybe?

Sincerely,

Me

Greetings. It's April 10, 2012. Little bit late but..................HELLO APRIL.
Hope this month will bring more joy to our life. No more fighting, no more crying, just happines all the way.

I'm so happy I could write here again. Seems like its been years since the last time I wrote here *please, last time is on March*. Actually I'm happy now because I've finished my homeworks *well some of it* and the best part is...........me and my friends are doing okay right now. The ice didn't break 100% but slowly melting. As soon as possible, it will turn into water and everything's going to be exactly the way it was before.

lastly,

Hope our life, our friendship, everything around us will be like flowers that blooming in spring. So colorful, so beautiful, makes your heart skip a beat, takes your breathe away, blow your mind.

17.03.2012

The main event happened days ago but today, I saw these pictures again. Pictures that me and my Junior High friends took when we celebrate Tiva's birthday party. It's really a surprise party arranged by Yori and Tiva's parents and aunt. If Yori didn't invited us, we probably wouldn't meet each other. *except for Tata, 'cause we meet like every saturday*.

We are totally "un-prepared" because we just talked about it through Blackberry Messenger group.

I want to tell you the whole thing, but looks like forever to read it and showing it by pictures seems harmless and easier.

Start from our meeting point

Then Suprise her. Lighted up the candle from stove *none of us brought lighter*. 

And made her blow the candle twice because of technical problem

Pranked her. See her still holding the cake? it's 100% our fault. we should've taken 

the cake before she got pranked. and FYI, we didn't eat it eventually

Played outside and Goofed around

Got a little scared when Tiva's dog came to us. Well very much frightened, 

some of us even leave their phone on the ground and save themself

Went to the mall and sat there until stores closed and people wrapped everything up.Nice way to tell us to go home or go somewhere else

1 thing that I would never forget is...........we need about 10 minutes just to arrange place to sit on our way to mall, Kind of embarrasing actually. But when you do it with your friends, it become less embarrasing. Thanks again to all of you.

Got Other Questions?

Seriously, what happen with people these days? when they want to get to know each other, one of them text to another and ask the same questions everyday "hi, what are you doing?" "have you your breakfast/lunch/dinner?" "what are you going to do today?" "what did you do yesterday?" "already do your homeworks?" and then, about 5-10 minutes later he/she repeat the first question "so now, what are you doing?".

Ugh, can you ask another thing? OR if that person looks like he/she didn't want to chat with you then just move on. It's just, aren't you tired of asking that question over and over and over and over again every single day........oh wait, I mean every single MINUTE????

Another thing, when this somebody ask question "what are you doing?" and you answer "watch tv" or "listen to music" or "read a book" or something else, he/she might ask "is it good?" or "what is it about?" its okay for me and certain people, but when it comes to "why did you even watch/listen/read it?" or "tell me the whole story/who sing it?" I probably gonna go...................ARGGGGH "because I want to" or "because I liked it" or "can you just google it? its 21st century for God sake"

It's not that I don't like it, I'm happy when there's someone wants to talk to me and try to get to know me but if he always do the same thing, I'm afraid it will never works out. Beside, I already adore someone else.
I don't want to say to you that you have to "go away from me and please just stop bothering me" but please, we've talked and I think you understand what I mean *Until 2 months ago -_-*


I'm not a bad person, and I don't know what else I should tell you to make you understand what I feel right now. You know that I can't hurt anybody's feeling. And I can't hurt yours. Please please please I'm begging you not to make me feel like a total jackass. Thank you :)

and I'm starting to act like a total heartbreaker+asshole here

Greatest Desire

March 20, 2012

"Last night dream was probably my greatest desire since 9th grade. So sweet yet so sad"

for you, dearest Junior High school mates probably knew what I mean by this. So yeah, basicly I like this boy, he's so cute, sweet and adorable. He's a basketball and guitar player (don't know why I always fall for a guitar player -_-). But I never had the guts to tell him that I like him. You can say that I'm old fashioned who wanted the boy who make the first move, but...........that's me.

It's been like 1.............almost 2 years since I "like" him. Actually we've known each other since elementary school and we began to "get to know" each other since 8th grade. His friend knew, my friends knew, how come he doesn't know? Guess I will, forever and always be waiting for him. Just wait until he dated another girl or tell me the truth whether he likes me or not.

As for now, I'm known as............

"Cause no matter how hard I try, I just forget to forget him. Call me a "stalker" or whatever, but I do stalk him everyday. Eventhough I know he's rarely tweet something about what he has been doing or what he's up to. I just like to see his timeline, makes me less miss him.


*ps: don't judge me. If you're a normal teenage girl, you'll feel the same way*

My Tumblweed

I'm in a hurry but dying to post this, so here I go:

Everybody, meet my boyfriend.........

His name is Riley, he's a singer and bass player, and...................

 He's awesome

 and brave

and adorable

 and handsome

and cute

and cute

and cute

and cute

and..............

did I mention that he's cute?

yeah, HE IS PLTIA (Pretty Little Thing I Adore)

*ps: Isn't he looks like a combination of Justin Bieber and Logan Lerman? 

WOWWW 2 great guys in 1 awesome boy.

NICE