It's been..........months since the last time I saw you. You don't know the pain I carry on everyday, every hour, every minute. So many things I want to say to you but when I get a chance, everything went black. I can't even remember what I want to say. But when that chance is over, everything goes back to normal.
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Supposed I talk and discuss lot of things with you, but as always.........I can't remember a thing. But that short, unimportant, going on loopty loop conversation made me sing.........
If only I have the guts to tell him this. And if only he tell me this one too. World would be a better place
