Pluviophile

You see live is a crazy thing

There'll be good time and there'll be bad times

And eveything in between

And I don't know which way it's gonna go

(n): A lover of rain; Someone who finds joy and peace of mind during rainy days.

Who doesn't love rain? It makes the weather cooler, the sound of it sometimes makes you feel peace and happy (well that's what I feel). Some people even take advantage of rain for them to cry so that nobody would see them in their lowest point. The smell of pavement or garden after rain are so good that you would never had enough of it.

Rain is nice.
But not stormy rain.
Not even a rain from you eyes.....

Badadidum Badadum.....

When I had you to myself, I didn't want you around

Those pretty faces always made you stand out in a crowd

But someone picked you from the bunch, one glance was all it took

Now it's much too late for me to take a second look...

People change right? They change their interests, their looks, their attitude toward others, they change as much as they could to make things better. Sometimes they change it to forget about their past. They often said "I don't care" or "I don't give a s***" about someone or something just to get over it real quick.

Everything's change.

Why can't I?

*Ps:

A Year

"What would I do without you?"

I guess you'll be alright. You'll be fine.

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

So,...........

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?

But I'm really happy to see that you're doing well. I really do hope that you're happy now, forever, and always :)

"I hope one day somebody loves you so much that they see violets in the bags under your eyes, sunset in the downward arch of your lips. That they recognize you as something green, something fresh and still growing, even if sometimes you are growing sideways. That they do not waste their time trying to fix you."
-tristamateer-

Come Back and Haunt Me

People said "A girl's favorite songs will tell you more about how she feels than her lips ever will" :)

There's this poem and its probably define what happen right now.....

Love Lost

by Lang Leav

There is one who you belong to,

whose love-there is no song for.

And though you know it's wrongful,

there is someone else you long for.

Your heart was once a vessel,

it was filled up to the brim;

until the day he left you,

now everything sings of him.

Of the two who come to love you,

to one your heart, you gave.

He lives in stars above you-

in the love who come and stayed.

Oh Sweet Lorraine

A 96-year-old Illinois man wrote a song about his wife of 75 years and when he sent the heart-wrenching ode into a singer-songwriter contest, they decided to produce it for him. When Fred Stobaugh talks about his wife Lorraine now, it's hard for him to hold back tears after the life they led together he says was 'like a dream.' After she died, he was sitting alone in the Peoria home they once shared and for the first time in his life he decided to write a song. It just fit her,'

This video is like the sweetest thing by far. I literally got teary eyes watching it. So beautiful :')

Metathesiophobia

(n): Fear of Change.

Metathesiophobia is the fear of changes that is usually accompanied by uncontrollable anxiety. Symptomps include breathlessness, excessive sweating, nausea, dry mouth, feeling sick, shaking, heart palpitations, inability to speak or think clearly, a fear of dying, becoming mad or losing control, a sensation of detachment from reality or a full blown anxiety attack.

This fear severely reduces your will to continue in life, sometimes you may feel like you have no control in life and may want to end it. You constantly look back on the past and wish it would come back, but you know it won't, you are willing to do anything to go back, you fill yourself up with false hope and kose faith in life.

Bottom line, you don't want to go out from your comfort zone. You don't want any change in it.

I just listened to Max and Kurt's cover from Ed sheeran "Give Me Love". Such a touching song. I always love Kurt's cover because most of them are so good and I just can't stop listen to it. Beside, both Max and Kurt has such an amazing voice (and face, heheh). It would be so amazing if they go on Asia Tour and visit Indonesia. I will definitely watch their show :)

Anyway, I just found out that Max had new song. I'm super late. But....but....but....his new song is so beautiful *yes, like you babe :)*

*ps: another heartbreaking part from Glee....

So....I get it now, we're not breaking but we just setting each other free, right? I always knew you have a good heart and you would do anything to please everyone. Thank you. Now you are free like a bird :)