Come Back and Haunt Me

People said "A girl's favorite songs will tell you more about how she feels than her lips ever will" :)

There's this poem and its probably define what happen right now.....

Love Lost

by Lang Leav

There is one who you belong to,

whose love-there is no song for.

And though you know it's wrongful,

there is someone else you long for.

Your heart was once a vessel,

it was filled up to the brim;

until the day he left you,

now everything sings of him.

Of the two who come to love you,

to one your heart, you gave.

He lives in stars above you-

in the love who come and stayed.

Oh Sweet Lorraine

A 96-year-old Illinois man wrote a song about his wife of 75 years and when he sent the heart-wrenching ode into a singer-songwriter contest, they decided to produce it for him. When Fred Stobaugh talks about his wife Lorraine now, it's hard for him to hold back tears after the life they led together he says was 'like a dream.' After she died, he was sitting alone in the Peoria home they once shared and for the first time in his life he decided to write a song. It just fit her,'

This video is like the sweetest thing by far. I literally got teary eyes watching it. So beautiful :')

Metathesiophobia

(n): Fear of Change.

Metathesiophobia is the fear of changes that is usually accompanied by uncontrollable anxiety. Symptomps include breathlessness, excessive sweating, nausea, dry mouth, feeling sick, shaking, heart palpitations, inability to speak or think clearly, a fear of dying, becoming mad or losing control, a sensation of detachment from reality or a full blown anxiety attack.

This fear severely reduces your will to continue in life, sometimes you may feel like you have no control in life and may want to end it. You constantly look back on the past and wish it would come back, but you know it won't, you are willing to do anything to go back, you fill yourself up with false hope and kose faith in life.

Bottom line, you don't want to go out from your comfort zone. You don't want any change in it.

I just listened to Max and Kurt's cover from Ed sheeran "Give Me Love". Such a touching song. I always love Kurt's cover because most of them are so good and I just can't stop listen to it. Beside, both Max and Kurt has such an amazing voice (and face, heheh). It would be so amazing if they go on Asia Tour and visit Indonesia. I will definitely watch their show :)

Anyway, I just found out that Max had new song. I'm super late. But....but....but....his new song is so beautiful *yes, like you babe :)*

*ps: another heartbreaking part from Glee....

So....I get it now, we're not breaking but we just setting each other free, right? I always knew you have a good heart and you would do anything to please everyone. Thank you. Now you are free like a bird :)

Dear........F.R.I.E.N.D

Technically, it's not that far. We still in the same city but I feel like we're separated so far. It's like you're on the other side of the world. Maybe it's just because of many obstacles we had (or have).

I remember I tweeted this a long time ago. And I know I don't deserve to say things like this to you right now or maybe forever, but as a friend, a really really good friend (I hope), I just wanted to say..........

"So I send you a smile in form of a crescent moon to accompany you tonight. Have a great night luvsss♥☺"

I don't know if it's already crescent or still half moon, but......who cares. I just wanted to say things like this to you again. I hope you don't mind. It's just a nice simple thing to say to a good friend, anyway :)

So last friday, my friends and I went to puncak for 3 days. It was one of the unforgettable moment ever in my life. Along the way, we sang and lauged *not until we cried*. We stopped for a moment for a quick dinner.....and of course took some pictures.

Safe and sound..........and more pictures.........and horror movie

Special for Firinka. Good night, Finka

And good morning world...... 

Introducing, Rokris's leader:

So, the boys were crazy about playing Uno cards, they've decided to bet. Each and every person who play it must do stuff such as wash the dishes, cook and cleaning the Villa. And for some reasons, they took it very seriously :). 

This is what happen when all bathrooms were full (´._.`)\('́o'̀ )...... 

 I wanna party and bull...........

Meet Vermes, Encays new pet: 

Introducing, our recent president of student council:

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom☺☺☺ -Marcel Proust-

Bit too late, well around a week late but.........it's official. Half year we spent together, like you said "half isn't short. Half is such a long journey. We've been through some rough time. I made some mistakes and so are you. But we still able to manage it very well *I guess*. Sorry for every mistakes that I've done, after all we are just human being, right?

Well have a great day luvssss♥♥♥ :)

*ps: I know it's a bit cheesy, but....who cares? we don't :)*