Katy Perry's "Wide Awake" keep on playing in my head and today I just saw the music video of it. Amazing but kind of cofuse. Maybe I should watch it over and over again to make it crystal clear

*ps: The little girl is soooo cute and.....why strawberry? Why not apple? Probably apple is so Cinderella huh?*

When I read the lyric, it seems more like a love letter or a confession letter from a boy to a girl. So sweet :')

Lately, I ask this question to myself and some of my pals:

"Have you ever think of telling your crush the truth about your feelings because you can't wait any longer and you're too afraid he/she might be someone else boy/girlfriend but you're too chicken shiz to do it because there are lot of things running on your mind about what might happen like "will he/she say yes?" "what if he/she says no?" "what if this distance between us keep on getting longer and longer after I tell him/her the truth?" "what if he/she secretly had a crush on my bestfriend?" "what if he/she actually already had a girl/boyfriend?"

Yes, there are a lot of "what if...". And yes, I keep on asking those question to myself and didn't do a thing to  find the answer. Like I said before, TOO CHICKEN shizzzz

Karmin

A very nice song from Karmin that I've been listen to for the past few days. Such a good song and I keep on repeat it over and over again. Whoaaaaa, and a very good music video too

*ps: Amy sure got cute hair there, heheh*


Maybe the reason why I love this song is because I feel like this song had connection with me. Boooo, actually this song got connection to any other girls on this planet

Cheerio :)

Guess it's true, you're cool with just being friends. Not more than that. I know nowadays, girl can make the first move too, but I'm too scared. Scared to know the truth, scared to know your answer, scared to know that maybe you only say "yes" just because you don't want to see me crying or what so ever. But the most important thing is, I'm scared that in the end, I end up getting hurt and I'm the one who end our relationship. I don't want to be the one who start as well as end it up. I want it to be long lasting like happily ever after. But some says "forever ever after doesn't exist". Maybe, they said that because they haven't found it yet. We're on the sampe page then :)

Why can't I skip it right to end of the book. See who's the one that'll spend the rest of his life with me, sitting on the porch, drinking tea, eating home made cookies, laughing as we remember what we used to like when we're younger and playing with our grandchildren.


*it sounds like I'm desperate but just an FYI, I'm not*

Lately, listening to Maroon 5 song "Payphone".  didn't really match with my feelings right now but who cares? this song is so damn good and I've been repeat it over and over and over again.

Well, since this is my new post after hibernating for 2 weeks or so I think I'm gonna write few things about what happened, what I watched. Feel free to move on to other blog or other website cause this will make you feel bored. As bored as in physics class or any other classes.

What Happened
- Tons of homeworks, daily test, group projects. Basicly school stuff made me busy all day all night long,  and it's a little bit distraction from thinking and wanting to talk to you. THANK YOU, GOD.
- Going back to "missing" and "extremely jealous at someone". *skip this one*
- Sukhoi airplane crashed. May all the passenger are in heaven now, and all police or CSI find what's the cause of this terrible accident.
- To be honest, I don't remember what else happened. Guess I have a short-term memory........

What I Watched
- Yes, I watched The voice *so sad knowing that pip is out the competition, when did this happened? how can I miss it??*
- BYE's livestream *but its not live, ladies and gentleman*. So happy to see Toby and Tank are in it. btw, Tank should talk bark more often

- JB's "Boyfriend" Music video. He's getting hotter and hotter everyday, or every second perhaps

- Those show on Starworld, Fox, Style Network and E!

- Neverland on Fox movies. Charlie Rowe is ao cute with his british accent. Guess what, He was born on the same day and year with me. They say, most of the adorable couple were the one born on the same day hahah, just kidding.

- Cher Lloyd "Want U Back" US version. Like the other version though

Guess this post is long and unimportant enough to make all of you feel sleepy. Bye then.
But before I end it......

probably, you feel like you treat me like I'm ordinary but I never feel that way. so what should I do, dear oscar wilde? I truly couldn't read his mind. And he *maybe* never show his feelings, even with his friends.

Meeepmeeeep. That's all

BYE

Loogie

20 and still a cutie. Yes, who doesn't know Logan Lerman? well maybe most of you knew him from a movie "Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief". He turns 20 last January. God, I thought he's 17 or 18. I don't care, he's still cute!!!!!!!!!

If you noticed my Tumblr and Pinterest, I reblogged and pinned some of his pictures.

Lucky me if I ever get to meet and greet and take pictures with him.

Shop Til Drop

Actually, not only shoes but also clothes, bags and other accessories. One of women's friends are stores. Some woman when they walk into a store, their eyes go from "-_-" to "o_o". And to be honest, I'm kind of one of them. But the problem is, my money isn't enough to pay everything, so i still need money from mommy and daddy. FYI, when comes to money and shopping, they need to think 100000 times to buy something for me. They need to think whether it's expensive/not, useful/not and other things. In the end, I end up saying "fine, I don't need it. No I don't *do I? NO!!!!*. Let's go"

Yes I need shoes this much:

also bags, like these babies:

      

and any other fashion items.
Why can't we just simply click items we want from internet and in a blink of an eye, those items will appear in our room and we can have it without paying it. When we got bored, we return it eventhough the items were broken. What a great life.

so..........
Dear owners of Zara, Topshop, Forever 21, Chanel, M&S, Urban Outfitters, Dorothy Perkins and other uber nice and non-affordable by my pocket stores around the world

                     Hey, I never met you. And this is crazy, but my birthday is in 10 days. so present, maybe?

Sincerely,

Me

Greetings. It's April 10, 2012. Little bit late but..................HELLO APRIL.
Hope this month will bring more joy to our life. No more fighting, no more crying, just happines all the way.

I'm so happy I could write here again. Seems like its been years since the last time I wrote here *please, last time is on March*. Actually I'm happy now because I've finished my homeworks *well some of it* and the best part is...........me and my friends are doing okay right now. The ice didn't break 100% but slowly melting. As soon as possible, it will turn into water and everything's going to be exactly the way it was before.

lastly,

Hope our life, our friendship, everything around us will be like flowers that blooming in spring. So colorful, so beautiful, makes your heart skip a beat, takes your breathe away, blow your mind.